來到40歲，已經只希望自己能好死、不要立墓碑、想要樹葬/海葬、希望能器官捐贈出去、然後選擇放棄了當初和另一半說我結婚就是想要生小孩的想法，並努力讓自己相信我應該不會後悔和埋怨另一半和自己....

拉裡拉雜說了這些，是因為我想要紀念（與感嘆）這樣的自己...40，算是人生的一半嗎？我卻不想活到80歲，這樣活著，好累。

昨晚太過清醒，清醒到看到了自己的過往和現在。然後覺得有點惋惜、與無力。

這份自己送自己的禮物，我想叫做「me」

《狂人客栈M.A.D INN》是一部玩转【剧场】及【影视】两种媒介的舞台剧，观众线上观赏感受双重视觉感受；加入【漫画】的元素，动静间企图连接现实与虚拟，打破线上与线下的观感边界；力求在线上给观众创造一种不一样的视觉观赏体验——虽未亲至，却如临其境。

Zea 和 Ting是名刺青師。在種種刺青風格裡面，Zea最愛的是那些關於中國水墨的系列的紋身。

於是在一次這樣的小交談後，便有了為彼此染墨的想法。

This was the last style for Ting & Zea’s Session. Hence we decided to go for a more spontaneous shoot. Speaking of moments and unplanned, what’s better than wandering in the old streets of Batu Pahat and SHOOT FILM?

「光 • 70童」是為一個醫生家庭精心打造。

屋主夫妻為了完成醫生的夢想與使命離鄉背井在國外打拼多年，當然也經常惦記馬國事物的點點滴滴，最終決定回到祖國為人民服務，也找到了屬於他們的理想家園。

屋主喜歡摩登且帶些禪意的設計，此外也特别念舊童年時光一些橱柜的記憶，於是設計師建議把一些馬來西亞的懷舊元素搭配不一樣材質來體現設計主題。

似乎是因為孕肚不大所以拍起來總是有種像肚腩的錯覺，但肚皮底下活生生是個生命。拍攝期間我總是覺得我的肚腩比這個孕婦的肚子還大。27週的孕婦，看起來像是在野外露出肚腩在拍攝的女生一樣。

這次的膠卷是我個人很喜歡的電影膠卷eastman5219 ， 出來的效果沒有讓我失望，進入晚霞時分，出來的藍更讓我著迷。

少了交流的空間，只是個虛殼建築。

泥鰍空間成立了四個月，也開始有更多元素入住空間。

投入的心思，不希望它淪落成打卡網拍的地方，

而是能培育成有營養，和人能交流想法的空間。

或許我和男主都是攝影師的關係，在所謂完美或標準照片上的定義上都各有想法。在我自己的學習過程裡面，我被灌輸照片需要有對的爆光度，正確構圖，畢竟我是在所謂黃金比例，井字構圖的年代出生。而男主是一位很常拍攝廣告，人像的攝影師，對照片要求不在話下。

當他找我拍攝時，二話不說我就建議他拍底片吧！這是我們唯一能夠從長久工作的狀態下抽離，沒有所謂的標準，只有我們無法控制照片效果和最輕鬆的狀態下去拍攝。

【 不要有我們在工作的模樣 】

She ran away from the wealthy family to avoid an arranged child marriage. In her desperation, she met him. During his duty serving the army as a spy, he saw her. Love at first sight, it was affectionate yet reserved during such an uncertain time. He held her hand without any hesitations, Joined the army together patriotically to serve the country. Not exactly the scenes of “In The Mood For Love”, But this was my late grandparents’ love story. 70 years forward, to have and to hold, firmly without fears, During the highest of highs, and the lowest of lows. The kind of love that flows quietly, like the streaming river, The kind of love that are not in words, but all in the eyes. Respectfully. Responsibly. Resiliently. It was all their story, in each moment when the shutter clicks. It was all our story, in each pause of gestures and interpretations. “Film never dies”, she said. “Love never fades”, he said. These are our wedding photos. These are the look of love, That travelled through time and beyond eras. * Dedicating this piece of writing to all couples that had to cancel their wedding this year due to the pandemic, as well as those had to be apart. Even when the world shatters, having each other is the ultimate blessing of love. And knowing that, helped us focus more on the celebration of marriage than the wedding. You and me. We are in this together.

The experience with Rayson was phenomenal. We went in empty minded initially, followed his guidance throughout entire session with no doubts of his professionalism. Being our first experience for photoshoot, Rayson hold the session without making us nervous, and we were not worrying about how to post with proper facial expression, we felt comfortable as it goes and he was prepared for all kinds of situations. 

The photoshoot with Rayson was everything that we have ever imagined. I remember telling Rayson how nervous I felt before the shoot as I’ve never been shot before. I was afraid that the pictures wouldn’t turn out nice as I didn’t know how to pose. He was telling me to relax and just have fun throughout the process. And I certainly did! It didn’t take long for us to warm up with Rayson when he first came to our hotel. He was approachable, humorous and connected with us almost immediately.

旅遊手寫雖然在這個大家都是Peter Su的年代已經氾濫承成災，
但我更希望通過底片拍攝；去賦予它更新的意義。

Kodak sells film, but they don't advertise film; they advertise memories.

kodak colour plus 200

Recently we've started to use film for photography.Through the introduction by the team, we have bought some movie film. The result after shooting really surprised me! This is the charm that film brought to us!

還記得台上的【柴房會】的演員在樓梯上盤旋，在椅子上靈活的把玩和跳躍。還記得【一門三進士】演員的表情和氣勢。還記得包公【包青天】的玩偶是我小時候的玩具。還記得【桃花搭渡】里的歌詞還留在腦袋里。

我是rayson.我小時候的願望是成為一位潮劇演員。

Designed between 2012-2013, this building is constructed between 2014-2017 under tight budget constraint for an independent Chinese high school in Batu Pahat. With a built-up area of approximately 95000 square feet, it consists of a library, a museum, an art gallery, studio spaces, and a café.

It is a 4-storey building made of exposed concrete frame structure, brick, steel, timber, and glass infill. These natural ventilated verandas connect the building to the surrounding greens and act as huge canopies that protect glass façade from the sun. Brick walls are used on east and west façade to reduce direct sunlight while glass façade are mainly north and south facing.

In addition to orientation consideration, sun shading devices of steel and timber provide further protections during certain season of the year. The use of raw materials with different texture aims to give characters to the building and create atmosphere of tactile qualities. 

MINLI . ANTICANCER

和抗癌米粒的相遇。米粒想說在手術前為自己拍攝一些照片紀錄面對癌症的這些日子，按起仨人聯繫的按鈕，和我們接洽了起來。一般對於【癌症病患】的刻板印象和認知，在我們和米粒見面後徹底改觀。

“我和家人的關係不太親密，至少無法像大多數的家人一樣；一起快樂地笑， 共享彼此的日子。”

本是個超級忙碌的年份，但遇到了突如其來的疫情，讓我們多了很多閒暇時光，雖然說不上真的樂得清閒，但還是有了讓我們沈澱的時間。在婚紗攝影的工作多年，都沈醉在忙碌拍攝的生活中，因為時間，經歷的推進，在拍攝上我們都有一些想法要表達。